I've been drawing for so long that i forgot that art is suppose to be fun and not life deciding. I always have this urgency in the back of head that i need to create something with a lot of meaning or it's not worth my time and art. It's a massive stick up my arse. Ruined alot of fun in art for me. I have never had any sense of belonging in art whatsover. I don't even know the direction my art is suppose to take. But the direction i went for this year wasn't it.
I rebranded and deleted my twitter a while back. I hate to compare my art with others. Numbers don't determine if your is worth anything.
Newgrounds always felt right and the community is accepting and sending a lot of positivity my way. My art feels seen.
For the amount of time i've been drawing i could've been seriously good, but i'm not. i have to accept that fact and not let it get into my way and ruin the fun for me even further. That's my goal for 2025.
ericoliZZ
honestly don't worry about the direction your art is supposed to go, i think is better to just draw what you want and let the path unfold before you. thats what works for me anyways
hope you can feel fulfilled next year! love your art bud