I've been drawing for so long that i forgot that art is suppose to be fun and not life deciding. I always have this urgency in the back of head that i need to create something with a lot of meaning or it's not worth my time and art. It's a massive stick up my arse. Ruined alot of fun in art for me. I have never had any sense of belonging in art whatsover. I don't even know the direction my art is suppose to take. But the direction i went for this year wasn't it.
I rebranded and deleted my twitter a while back. I hate to compare my art with others. Numbers don't determine if your is worth anything.
Newgrounds always felt right and the community is accepting and sending a lot of positivity my way. My art feels seen.
For the amount of time i've been drawing i could've been seriously good, but i'm not. i have to accept that fact and not let it get into my way and ruin the fun for me even further. That's my goal for 2025.